soooo

long time no entry.

i totally wish i had a story for you guys, i mean, i have so many stories, but, they just don't fit right now.

christmas is soon, which means horribly busy days at work and having to spend money.

but it also means celebrating the birth of jesus christ, and memories with family and friends.

i basically use myspace now -- http://www.myspace.com/eatsleepruck

i know, i always told myself i would never do it. i would never get a myspace...

i have officially crossed over to the darkside. but don't worry, i'll still visit xangas

and this had to be THE most retarded entry in the history of xanga, but that's ok.

i'm gonna go do a crazy dance now

OB Reunion....

I miss you guys, and I love you, and am continually praying for you. You all were just what I needed this weekend...

POWDERPUFF!!

JUNIORS '05 BABY

there's always next year girls...

good week....

Slow dancing on the boulevard
In the quiet moments while the city’s still dark
Sleepwalking through the summer rain and the tired spaces
You could hear her name when she was warm and tender
And you held her arms around you
There was nothing but her love and affection
She was crazy for you
Now she's part of something that you lost

And for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you wanna be
Yeah, what you wanna be

Night swimming in her diamond dress
Making small circles move across the surface
Stand watching from the steady shore
Feeling wide open and waiting for
Something warm and tender
Now she's moving further from you
There was nothing that could make it easy on you
Every step you take reminds you that she's walking wrong

Yeah, for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want

Every word you never said
Echoes down your empty hallway
And everything that was your world
Just came down

Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
Light swimming right across your face
And you think maybe someday, yeah
Maybe someday

so many thoughts, so many feelings, so many plans, so many things to get done....

sometimes things seem so good, but yet, they're so bad for me

do i stop myself?

no

i need you god